游走

在病与不病间游走
像我有掌控的能力
在我想要的时候
可以随时拿病假

年终小结

结绳记事
- 去了刁曼及柬埔寨旅行 - 真爽
- 离开玩闹了十年的吉隆坡到新加坡找吃 - 新加坡东西很难吃
- 有了手提电脑、iPod及新手机 - 每天要带一大堆电线与充电器
- 终于还清卡债 - 两袖清风
- 看了伍佰+张震岳（免费的）与陶吉吉的演唱会

下半年读了：
- 《水煮三国》 成君忆
- 《等一个人咖啡》 九把刀
- 《池袋西口公园》 石田衣良
- 《骨音：池袋西口公園 3》 石田衣良
- 《邓小平三起三落》
- 《功夫》 九把刀
- 《計數器少年：池袋西口公園2》 石田衣良
- 《漂泊在红海洋：我的大串联》 合辑
- 《许三观卖血记》 余华
- 《妻妾成群》 苏童
- 《飞狐外传》 上/下 金庸
- 《孔雀森林》 蔡志恒
- 《模仿犯 上/下》 宮部美幸
- 《宫本武藏 1-7》 吉川英治
- 《村上收音机》 村上春树
- 《张学良遗稿》 窦应泰篇著 （未看完）
- 《蒋介石图传》 师永刚/杨素篇著 （未看完）
- 《柔佛海峡》 冼文光 （未看完）

买了这些CD:
- Damien Rice 《O》2CD
- James Blunt 《Chasing Time- The Bedlam Sessions》CD+DVD
- 陈珊妮 《貳零零參現場作品 Happy Together》双CD
- 蔡建雅《T-time》2CD（送人了）
- Do As Infinity 《Do The A-Side》2CD
- 陈珊妮《後来 我们都哭了》
- 陈珊妮《美中毒 (精装典藏纪念版)》DVD + 2CD
- 陈绮贞《sixteen days 珍藏限量版DVD》+ 小册子

记得的几项大事：
- 泰国政变成功、阿扁赖死不走
- 九大行星变成了八大 - 宣布时刚好在考这一题的学生怎么办呀
- 手榴弹杀人事件 - 枪杀已落伍，嫌犯竟然还能被保释
- 马来西亚白痴政客与种族主义者的愚昧言论和行为
- 台湾大地震。印尼地震、海啸与森林大火 - 捐钱也不知道会捐到谁的口袋去
- 柔佛大水灾 - 改写成语变《乘水打劫》

杂写

放了好长一个假 怎一个爽字了得
毕业以后都没什么机会有那么长的假期
这次乘去柬埔寨又拿多了几天假 好好休息一下

回来马来西亚在吉隆坡待了几天
乘便与好久不见的朋友们叙叙旧

柔佛州大水灾的新闻让我一度担心回不来
还好一路顺利 没碰上淹水与塞车
在家吃过了汤圆才回到新加坡

看到马季去世的新闻吓了一跳
明明几个月前还看他满脸笑容地在台上为我们带来欢笑
希望还有机会看有水准的相声

虽然还有几天才开工 但已有点开工恐惧症了
下一次假期是什么时候呀

新 CD

令我大出血的三张专辑：



陈珊妮《後来 我们都哭了》
精装盒附超级大张歌词海报及干玫瑰花瓣一片






陈珊妮《美中毒 (DVD+2CD) (精装典藏纪念版)》
超级典藏纪念盒+双CD+DVD+陈珊妮美艳靓照+纱布CD袋附吉他Pick



陈绮贞《sixteen days 珍藏限量版DVD》

陈绮贞珍藏限量版DVD+美美的小册子

这几张专辑本地都买不到, 只好上网定购
犹豫了好几个月终于下定决心确定订单
收到后都还没时间好好欣赏
但单看包装就已兴奋不已, 呵呵...

负债

心跳加速 手指微微擅抖
考虑了好久好好
终于下决心 按下按钮

就这样.
账单多了一行
负债加了几项
架子上多了三辑CD

彷徨

猫儿是否也会有彷徨的时候呢？

X'mas

x'mas is just around the corner
even my office have got a x'mas tree
and we are using that as an excuse for not turning on the office light
after all we are still enjoy not having light on when working


went to orchard on Sat night
beautiful decoration for x'mas can be found everywhere
i think this is the first time for me to go to orchard during x'mas season
laziness is the biggest reason


joining the crowd that night wasn't my intention at all
I was waiting for a friend actually
suppose to meet up and go for a drink or something
so i came down town to wait for her
and i only get to find out that she had to cancel the appointment at the end

most of the shop were closed but still a lot of people hanging around
hope i have a better reason to see the decoration next time

森之大地

蔚蓝

孤傲的老树
青葱的草 蔚蓝的天 朵朵白云

只想慵懒的躺在这森之大地
享受习习凉风

无聊

在长廊上迎面遇上不是很熟的人
你是否也会不知所措

在连续的埋头苦干已经很累的夜
你是否也会只想看看《国光帮帮忙》

the weeping willow

i used to have a net friend called "Willow"
she told me that she's sick, and she would die anytime

back then ICQ was still popular
we chatted with each other online quite often
she told me about her dreams and fear...

after a while, she told me that she need to go for a severe operation
and since then, she disappeared and I've never seen her online again

I'm not sure if she really pass away or just bore of playing the game
but the paintings she did still pops up in my mind sometimes
the paintings that reminds me of the weeping willow

no matter where she is, hope she's not lonely...

長途巴士

上星期上KL去玩
一轉眼又一個星期了

可能因爲有些人還在放假
長途巴士只剩最後一排的位子
也無所謂啦
反正我站著也能睡着 呵呵

可能是老了的關係
在車上大部分的時間都沒睡
由於最後一排的位子比前排的高
可以看到大家的頭和諧的晃動著
在想 還有什麽機會
可以讓那麽多完全沒有交集的人
在一起睡覺呢？

在讀著推測導致貓自殺可能性的故事時
開始下起大雨了
原來張懸的歌還滿適合在雨中聼的

Feeling jazzy today

今早上班时听了彭靖惠的专辑《浪费时间是快乐的》
看了专辑名就爽 完全就是我的座右铭
电车在快速飞驰 旋律在耳边慵懒轻快的舞着
不由自主的快乐了起来
写意的星期五早晨

有兴趣的话到我 Multiply 那去听听吧~

Diablo Spectrum for iPod Nano

just helped a friend to revamp his website

anyone interested in iPod casing?
may have a look at www.thepodstar.com

电音

最近有点发神经 不断不断的听着陈珊妮的歌
年初就买了她《貳零零參現場作品 Happy Together》 双CD专辑
但一直都没有好好地听
这阵子换了工作环境 又有了iPod
可以随时随地听想听的音乐

从来就不喜欢电子音乐 简直还有些反感
但听了陈珊妮《拜金小姐》后
听着听着 走在路上有时还会不经意的恍神
原来电音还可以是这样的呀

a night to remember

yes, tonight is the night
a year ago, a night to remember...
quiet and peaceful night... just like tonight

this is how it started...

宁静早晨

今天不知道刮什么风
其他几位同事都突然有事
或请假 或迟到

一个人在公司
歌开得大大声 爽

工作叠得高高的
有点透不过气
索性放自己半天假
放肆一下 呵呵

中秋 。惊魂篇

饱食收拾之后，终于心满意足的回到屋里看电视
郁闷无风的夜催我入梦
不久就坐在沙发上睡着了

凌晨三点多醒来 电视还开着
想起来盥洗后倒房里去睡
却惊然发现蟑螂在我眼前滑过

马上进入紧急状态提高警惕，环顾四方盘衡状况
结果发现一共有三只正在客厅横行
马上冲到厨房，打开柜子想拿出杀虫剂时又发现了另一只

左手杀虫剂、右手报纸卷
就这样在客厅与它们搏斗到四点多
总共发现了八只蟑螂
被逃脱了两只，另两只在被喷了杀虫剂后钻入夹缝中失去踪影
确定死亡的有四只

这辈子还没一次和那么多的蟑螂搏斗过
堪称壮烈

中秋 。朦胧篇

千里迢迢跋山涉水回家
一路上看不到一丝灯笼的踪影
更遑论一抹残月

沐浴更衣之后
还是无法忍受度过一个这样不中秋的中秋
就和家人搬了张桌子、泡了壶茶和拿了几件月饼与小食到屋外去坐

多亏印尼森林大火
让我度过如此浪漫
朦胧、无风又无月的中秋

中秋 。跋涉篇

为了中秋，尽量赶完了手头上较紧急的工作，希望能早点回家
六点半左右离开公司，顺路先到图书馆去借了本书
在路上可以看看消磨时间

搭地铁到了车站，人龙已现
还好在这里也混了好一段时间
当机立断，马上搭地铁到另一个较少为人知的车站去
果然来这里是对的，既省了排队与挤人之苦、又却了塞车之闷
然而洋洋得意之际，却被关卡的浩瀚人海吓得目瞪口呆

特地借了本书果然是对的
到轮到我的时候我已快看完半本了
搭车回到家附近，才发现电话没电了
花了十分钟左右沿着好几年没走的路回到家
丝毫没有雅兴踏步观花
还要不时提防攫夺匪出没

屈指一算，共耗时三小时五十分
夭寿咯

凌晨两点十七分

醒在凌晨两点十七分
灯还亮着 电脑视屏还在闪烁
音乐混合着浊浊的空气 沉淀

很累 但不想睡
奢望能到海边吹吹风 看书

好音

最近听了几张风格迥然不同的专辑
有陶吉吉的《太美丽》、周杰伦的《依然范特西》、蔡建雅的《T-time》、林忆莲的《呼吸》、张国荣的《戏魅》、宇多田光的《Ultra Blue》、Do As Infinity 的《Do The A-Side》及樱桃帮的《亲爱的王子》

陶吉吉的《太美丽》老实说有点失望，尤其听到
Jolin in the house~ DT in the house~ 时差点没吐血
听的时候也常常跳过第二首歌忘不了
因为我怕会失去控制把Speakers打烂


《依然范特西》比他之前一张专辑好多了
看得出周杰伦很花心思的想要加入不同的东西
很喜欢夜的第七章的前奏

听《T-time》时才发现很多好听的歌原来是蔡建雅唱的
之前都不知道

就象 Ah Mark 说的,少了李忠盛的林忆莲感觉就象少了点什么

《戏魅》其实是张国荣以前唱过的电影主题曲合辑
在几首歌之间还有穿插几句电影里的对白
最开心是听到在英雄本色的《当年情》之前张国荣与狄龙的对白
“阿蛇，我冇做大佬好耐啦~~~”
绝赞经典

还没真正去听宇多田的《Ultra Blue》，所以不予置评

《Do The A-Side》是我找了好久的一张专辑
从吉隆坡找到新加坡，终于让我找到了
Do As Infinity 解散纪念精选辑
双CD加一片DVD，绝对超值

最近最近听的是樱桃帮的《亲爱的王子》
在国光帮帮忙里看到她们的演唱
就被《清新早晨》所吸引了
听了她们的首张专辑后推荐给几位朋友 深获好评

好啦，我承认我并不是全都买正版CD啦
穷苦人家如我哪有那么多闲钱买那么多的正版CD呀
只好先下载试听，觉得好听才。。。
再看有没闲钱买咯， 呵呵

阴阴的早晨

星期天一早起来
好久没有那么早没什么事就自动起来了
以前可能会去附近的嘛嘛档叫片娄底特罗+茶溪
然后很写意的翻看报纸
但新加坡的娄底特罗（他们叫帕拉塔特罗）还真是让我提不起胃口
上网也没有依照平时的习惯
查伊妹儿 --> 看报纸 --> 找东西下载
就随便游荡 到处看看

窗外小鸟的啼声
隔壁安娣骂小孩的早训
飞机飞过的喧哗
偶尔驶过汽车的低吼
混杂着辘辘饥肠的抗议 与我的早屁
阴阴的星期天早晨

细腻的低落

这阵子看了很多关于文革的东西
先后看了《邓小平的三起三落》、《漂泊在红海洋-我的大串联》、《许三观买血记》及《妻妾成群》
前两本是比较近史实的，而后两本是风格迥然不同的小说

一直都有听过文革文革什么的，但是却从来不知道那到底是怎么一回事
看邓小平是因为之前看李敖的书时读到他评褒扬邓小平时起了兴趣
之后就想要了解更多有关文革的事

《漂泊在红海洋-我的大串联》是一本合辑，有多位经历过文革的作者来写他/她们的经历
对这本书的感触不大。总觉得人在回忆时往往都会把不好的删去或扭曲
就象把脸上的青春痘挤掉那样爽

余华的《许三观买血记》就像他的《兄弟》一样怪诞
不按牌理出牌的情节里却会觉得这样的事可能真的发生过
迷迷蒙蒙的不知是真是假，在怪诞与真实之间游走、在血腥与温情之间徜徉

原本想要找余华的另一本小说《活着》，但却找不到，应该是被借走了吧
不小心找到了苏童的《妻妾成群》，就借了回来
《妻妾成群》就是张艺谋《大红灯笼高高挂》原著
小说看了感觉更加哀怨
虽然只是短篇小说，但写得非常深刻
每一幕都非常细腻、很有压迫感
压得心情都低落了起来

窒息

影子的尽头
是永远无法触及的念

太多的太多
令我无法呼吸

在擦肩而过的另一列电车上
你是否看到正凝望窗外 寻找灵魂的我

look! new look!

yeah, as you can see now, I've got a new look for my blog! he he...
not so familiar with CSS, so it actually took me a while to figure out how to make the changes.
but CSS indeed is very powerful, guess I should spend some time to explore on that... when i'm free :P

well, hope you like the new look and it doesn't make you feeling blue :)

it's friday!

didn't even notice how fast time past
was very shocked when colleague reminded me which day it was
I thought it was only Tuesday or Wednesday when it's actually Thursday already
no it's not that i'm too happy till didn't notice time flies
it's because i was just being blank the whole week, ha ha

went to karaoke with some friends after work at about 10pm
not much fun to go with kids
and the worse thing is they dun really drink
it not possible for me to order beer
so ended up drinking coke for the whole night

reached home at about 2am (can u imagine i can actually stayed in karaoke without drinking and singing for so many hours? ha ha)
just went in toilet to pee, and my handphone rang
it was some drunk bastards, just calling me for fun
but... i miss that so much
it would be so much fun if i could join them
sms-ed to ask them drive safe and take care after talking in the phone (or rather hearing them shouting :P)
and I've got their replies with same message right after that

not everyone get to have chances like this in their life time
to get 5 "fxxk you" in a row
oh... how sweet of them...

路上有你

过马路时 他告诉她
刚刚还是红灯喔
她说她知道 但没关系
因为就算现在死去的话 也是跟他一起死

I Will Follow You into the Dark ~ Death Cab for Cutie

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark...

... ...

杀.破.狼

夜、无风、残月。

独自端坐于窗前 忽尔感觉周围的气氛凝重了起来
心跳加速 毛孔喷张
是杀气

这样的夜 是个适合杀人的夜
暴雨前的宁静 一片肃杀

感觉到一鼓强烈的气 慢慢逼近
敌踪忽前忽后 或明或暗
试图扰乱我的视线
我只静静的集中精神 不为所动
只默默潜聚内力 蓄劲于锋

就在他有一丝犹豫 不知该当如何之际
我已乘他露出破绽的一瞬间
先来一招神龙摆尾 招式未老 马上使出一招独劈华山
聚集雷霆万钧之势 迅雷不几掩耳的给他致命的一击

血肉模糊 肝肠四射
不知自量的鼠辈的榜样

杀一警百后 新加坡的蟑螂 最好别再靠近我
不然我会在被吓死之前 跟你同归与尽

兄弟

故事从李光头在厕所偷看五个女人屁股时当场被捉获开始，叙述李光头与宋钢从小到大的经历，也侧写了中国的变换与动荡。

从文革到现代，如作者余华所说，“一个西方人活四百年才能经历这样两个天壤之别的年代，一个中国人只需四十年就经历了”。书中从小孩与乡民的眼里，看那时代的动荡与思想的变更，让我联想到电影 Beautiful Life 里的父亲。当读到所谓的“反革命份子”遭批斗时，不禁沉重起来。想到小说里叙述的可能只是九牛一毛, 更想了解更多关于文革的资讯。

好久没读长篇小说了，一口气读完全书的感觉好好
最近很爽，完全不愁没有书源
回家有整堆哥哥买的书，五花八门
新加坡又到处都有图书馆，第一次进去还被里面有华文书吓到（因为向来只见识过KL的图书馆）
付了一年新币10.50（加申请费10.50），当然要物尽其用
不到两个月就看了六本书，让我省了不少买书钱
早知道就不用花钱申请大众优惠卡了，呵呵

one night stand

went to attend for a launch party of a whiskey in town the other day
eventhough i've been drinking whiskey for years, but i've not been invited to any of these party before
and this time it's my boss who got us in

the party is held in this pretty cosy pub in suntec city called Balaclava
free flow of whiskey and food (although it's only some snacks) are provided
the only thing bad is that the brand manager talked too much

the live band played very nice music, the lead singer's voice is so nice when he sang maroon 5 and hoobastank kind of songs...
lots of foreigners there, and also a lot of nicely dress up ladies, he he...

didn't drink much that day coz even the 21years one tasted lousier than a 18yrs chivas
also because i didn't have dinner, and the snacks there can't really fill my stomach

oh did i mentioned about the 'one night stand'?
yes, we stand the whole night coz there isn't any chair around our table... :P

long wait

i know it's been a long wait for you guys
sorry for didn't get to update my blog more often, he he...

x x x x x

it's so sweet that there are still so many people remember my birthday
early in the morning my msn already keep blinking, ha ha
thanks guys! really appreciate that

this year's bigger surprise is one of the presents that i've got
something that i did not expected at all... an iPod Nano!!! \(^0^)/

because of that, another friend of mine was forced to give me 2 Podstar iPod casing for free
what a fruitful birthday, wa ha ha ha...

x x x x x

went to a blues pub in Clark Quey last week
been there few years ago, and it's still rocks
the live band there plays superb blues music
the only set back is that i dun hv much money, so can only afford to drink beer...

the place is called Crazy Elephane, highly recommended

悲惨人生

为了申请工作准证需去做身体检查
之前听同事说普通检查只需30元左右 还赞叹便宜至斯
到了诊所 被告知须付87大元时 当场呆滞
接受信用卡吗? 对不起只接受现款
故作镇定的问了护士小姐提款机的所在
她也很亲切谅解的给于指点 并说我可以检查过后再去提款

检查完毕 马上到所指点的位置
却找不到属于我银行的提款机
只好硬着头皮打电话给我老板 向他借50元应急
时不与我 他竟然忘了带钱包 另一位同事也没有足够现款

在这叫天不应 叫地不灵 万念倶灰之际
老板电来说 可以向公司会计部预支
还好公司就在附近 马上走了回去领了那50大元
再回到诊所去付账

如此窘境 平生首遭
情何以堪

one leg kicking

started the new job, it's very exciting coz i'll have to do everything...
typical 'wrap sea wrap mountain' job, he he...

it's been so long that i didn't lay my hands on print media stuff
and now i'll have to do the brainstorming, sketches, concept, visual, design then FA all by myself
that's pretty jialat actually, coz i've returned most of these things to the lecturers

why didn't the dooms day come on the 06.06.06?
sigh...

p/s: consolation is i got a 3-pcs speakers with sub-woofer... nobody wants it and it's abandoned at the corner. sure it's weird, just like nobody wants the 21" monitor when i was in ex-company...

sucks

no speakers... sucks
using 15" monitor... sucks
using windows 2000... sucks
lots of shits to clean up... sucks
hv to do print media design... sucks
had terrible lunch 3 days in a row... sucks
it takes 126 steps, 62 sec, for me to reach the toilet from my seat... sucks
.
.
.
no t-shirt and jeans... sucks biggest time!!!
gotta be a rebel again... he he...

restart

just started new job, also started new life in singapore.
first impression?... the food sucks!

first day of work, woke up early just to test out the travel time needed
reached office too early, so went to coffee shop for breakfast while waiting

after meeting the boss, went down for tea with him again
first day of work with stomach full of tea...

everything is comparatively cheap. eg,
- breakfast: tea-c on the rock + carrot cake = $1.60 (wah!)
- lunch: prawn mee (worse prawn mee i'd ever tried) + 100+ = $3.50
- dinner: mix rice (2 vege 1 meat) = $2.20 (wah! wah!)

it's very convenient life here
everywhere is accessible by MRT and bus. i can take both to get to office
and the traffic is damn so smooth... even when i took bus back at 7pm
MRT station is just 10mins walk from my place
and swimming pool is also 10mins walk

libraries are everywhere and accessible
there's one near my place, just 1 stop away from the MRT station at my place
and there's another one just 5 mins walk from my office!

oh ya, and it's full of events here...
namely big big sales, art fest, CG seminar, PC show, movie fest, etc etc...
it's so damn nice...

回忆

钟声响起 烟火萦绕
老人与小孩 在庙里

老人如常的在昏暗的角落里
为那孤寂 庄严的佛像
添上香火 与几许祥和

老人在虔诚地 低声祝祷后
敲响了 那清亮的钟
划破了清晨的寂静

在老人拂拭着神像时
小孩踮起了瘦小的脚 以企望的手
试图敲响那 与神明沟通的钟
些微的差距 使小孩失望了
但在那幼稚的心灵 却烙着更大的向往

尔后 老人依旧虔诚的敲着钟
即使小孩已不再伴随
日日如是

在小孩已不再是小孩的多年以后
老人离开了
小孩倔强的 不肯流露半点伤痛
直到伴随灵柩经过庙宇的那一刻
他哭了 彻彻底底的

或许庙里的钟声依旧
但已不再是由那
充满慈爱的手将它响起

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最近忙着收拾东西
很忙 很累
但却拾回了好多遗留在角落角落的记忆
上面的就是我在十年前
想起祖父时写的 呵呵

雨

今天一早起来 就已是倾盆大雨

盥洗后就站在门前看雨
直到雨势变小

从小 就很喜欢看雨
下雨时 就坐在门前
也没在想什么 就只是呆呆的在看
享受着凉风 看着雨点落下

I'm back

when i first stepped out from the house, it started to rain, heavily...
the rain comes on and off... and radio plays songs like "country road" and "starry night"
what a sad journey home...

after the whole week's farewell activities, finally i'm back to JB
I'll miss the beef noodle and prawn mee up there~~

farewell

it's been full of events for the past days, busy but very fun!

last friday was my last day in Terra
been working there for 2.5 years, it's the longest and most fun job so far
hanks to the crazy gang there, I enjoyed my time there very much

for my farewell party on friday night, we went wow wow cafe for dinner
and then moved to finnegan's for the happening drinking session
Mark, Theng, Wei Lun, Yean, Deric, Poi Foong, Ah Ben, PH, KC, Wen Liang, Yee Ling, Kar Wai, Wai Ling and Eddy(sorry if I miss out anyone :P), thank you guys for such memorable night!

for those who can't make it (like Lay Peng, Amanda, May Ling, Suet, etc...)
too bad lah, you've missed the once in the life time chance, he he...

after the party, I slept the whole day on saturday just to recoverhave to admit that i'm old already...

xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx

and on sunday, it's my trip to TIOMAN ISLAND!!!
this is the yearly gathering trip with the college gang
we were housemates for years during college time
it's so lucky that we are still keeping in touch
and still manage to arrange for a gathering trip in different places almost every year

I had a very fun and relaxing trip there
didn't go for the snorkelling but we went for swimming, beach volley, basket ball and football instead. this is very rare coz things like these are far too healthy for us!

sorry guys for not joining u all for the football game
as I really like to just sitting by the beach to read and relax
let the breeze touches my hair gently, and
let the waves sing me a lullaby
but i don't know why i kept farting there... :P

I'm fully recharged now and ready for the next challange that waiting ahead

I know it won't be as fun when i'm away
just bear with it lah guys, as i shall be back to KL when i'm free
and we shall have fun then, yeah...

I'm the one

my PC hang the other day, i was forced to restart and scan it

the scanning took bloody long time.
while i was sitting there and waited like an idiot, i found something adnormal...

i didn't know computer nowadays is so smart
they can even detect the porns i have in the harddisk
and knowing how dirty is it... ''- __ -

it reminded me of what Neo saw on his monitor
"the Matrix has u... follow the white rabbit... knock knock..."
maybe i'm The One too?
er... like that i don't want to wear the black leather jacket can ya?
it's gonna be so warm... i don't mind about the sunglasses lah

share this happy news with ah markie
and he was kind enough to take a photo for the historical moment...

untitled

问我是否有什么心事
我不知道

曾经以每天在脑海浮现的第一首歌
来决定当天的心情

把所有的不快与低落
都锁在抽屉里

问我是否有什么心事
我不知道

是我的抽屉不小心泄开了吗？
或者那只是我心中的哪一首歌？

Eat dead cat

那天在整理电脑里的文件 不小心找到一张剪报

如图所示 那是哈利波特繁体版的隆重登场
而照片里的 正是区区在下

其实那时只是随意到书局去逛逛
没想要去买什么书
也完全不知道
那天是哈利波特繁体版的面市日
因为书局里也没有什么特别的推介

发现这本书就顺手拿起来看了看
却发觉书是包着的 无法翻阅
就顺手把它放回原位

当时看到书架前有个人在拍照
以为他只是在拍新书的摆设 也没放在心上

几天后 到公司楼下的餐室用早餐时
餐室老板竟然特地拿了前一天的报纸来给我们看
真是用心良苦。。。 orz

照片的注解是
“《哈利波特》第六集《混血王子的背叛》繁体版终于面市，《哈》迷迫不及待在书局抢先翻阅。”

就这样我吃了好大一只死猫
他妈的我不是哈迷也根本就没办法翻阅呀 "-_-

为了报仇 隔了个礼拜我就去买了便宜一倍的翻版
以弥补我弱小心灵的创伤 以及名誉上的损失


注：为免增加当事人的心理压力 剪报经过特殊马赛克处理

so long

wish wei bin happy in heaven...

Journey

以前搭巴士或搭顺风车时，不是看书就是睡觉
就算偶尔看看窗外,也很快就坠回梦乡
或继续看书
今天一个人驾车从新山回来,无所事事
却发现了以前没发现的东西

在高速公路上,扭开收音机调到 Light & Easy 频道
一路上有The Beach Boys, Frank Sinatra, Simon & Garfunkel 等陪我上路
配以蔚蓝的天、灰白的云、或连绵或峻峭的山、或葱绿或苍凉的树
感觉完全不同

不像两人共车 需要不断排挤沉默的尴尬
也不像一堆人时那么喧闹
就自己一个人 与身边一大堆的零食

尤其当听到 Simon & Garfunkel 的 Mrs. Robinson 时
仿佛置身在 Forest Gump 电影
脑海中又不期然出现 Good Will Hunting 结束时
Matt Damon 终于下定决心驱车上路
展开另一段人生旅程的情景

收音机收讯忽然模糊，只好调到其他频道看看
调到988去，DJ们正高谈阔论着林青霞分居
马上风云色变,一切好气氛骤然云消灰灭

快快转台,还好Ella Fitzgerald 刚刚回来
谢天谢地

亲切的金子

皑皑白雪里的白色蛋糕
是否 这样就能得到救赎

be white... like this
捂著的呐喊 痛彻心扉
久久 久久

飘过的 不一定是天使
吞下的 不一定是白雪

血 在雪上斑驳

Library

刚从报上的报道勾起了对国家图书馆的回忆

已有好长的时间没到哪儿去了
以前因为就在附近念书，几乎每天下课都会到那去溜达溜达
去那里也不是为了它的藏书，只是为了去看报纸

学校的图书馆当然也有报纸
只是我所钟爱的星洲日报往往非常抢手
与世无争的我向来没有与人争马桶的习惯
所以喜欢到缈无人烟的国家图书馆去阅报

就这样 国家图书馆留下了
我无数的足迹 与口水

坡上的大时代

上星期天和朋友约了到The Curve去
习惯性的早到了，比预定的时间还早了半个小时

通常都会比预定的时间早到，只因深深了解不是所有人都习惯等待
身为无车一族，等待绝对是生存必备的绝活
尤其在马来西亚，等巴士动辄半个到一个小时是家常便饭
如果你没有一定的功力的话，那绝对不是‘我等到花儿也谢了’那种小儿科所能形容的

曾经试过苦等两个小时以上。。。
头昏目眩四肢发麻情绪暴躁坐立不安，绝对难顶
我想我的耐性就是这些漫长的等待中磨练出来的吧

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在等待朋友的时候到书局去逛了逛
买了本书叫坡上的魔术师

故事讲述不务正业的家伙在柏青哥店遇上一个神秘老人，而其貌不扬的老人原来是一纵横股票市场的大亨。老人把他训练成股票精英，携手翻转股市。。。

在店里翻了第一回，感觉蛮好
作者笔法清新，题材也蛮有趣的
让我想起我最有印象的一出香港连续剧-大时代

应该有提过我不怎么喜欢看连续剧，但大时代却是让我久久不能忘怀的戏
这么多年还是念念不忘

刚刚跟朋友订了这套电视剧，有空将会慢慢回味，呵呵

evil place

victorial music is such an evil place... everytime i go i'll be losing control, and end up emptying my wallet...

these are the CDs i bought there few days ago...

I've been eyeing on the Damien Rice CD for months.
whenever I wanna buy it, it's either i dun have money or no more stock. and i got it now, at last...

actually wanted to get the James Blunt album for long, but still thinking about it due to the budget constrain. now that they have this DVD + CD album, and it's a record from his LIVE performance. damn, i can't resist it anymore...

there goes my RM100 for 2 CDs... sob sob~~~

电车男

我平时很少看连续剧，实际上还有点反感，觉得那太浪费时间了
朋友强烈推荐了套日本连续剧叫电车男，就无所谓的看了看

刚开始觉得男主角超级无敌面目可憎，绝对是宇宙霹雳的反面教材
渐渐的。。。还是觉得他超级无敌宇宙霹雳超级欠揍 :P

但是，这题材却蛮有趣的。
虽然有点夸张，但或多或少都投射了我们电脑、动漫一族的影子吧
感觉很有亲切感，呵呵。。。

加油，电车男！\(^o^)/

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下定决心交上辞职信了，但还真的有点舍不得

毕竟在这里呆了蛮长的一段时间了
从念书到现在，不知不觉已在首都混了十年 （背景音乐：陈奕迅《十年》）
在这间公司也呆了两年多了

有喜有乐，当然也有不愉快的时候
但都有一群很‘废’的猪狗们一起度过

变，是我决定的，跟太岁年无关 :P
虽然我可能会越走越远，但希望不久的将来我能把我又变回来

道

"A designer knows he has achieved perfection not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away."
~Antoine de Saint-Exupery

朝闻道，夕死可矣呀。。。

20世纪少年

周末有空时，我喜欢到漫画屋去看看漫画。
最近在看一本叫20世纪少年的漫画，觉得蛮不错的。

故事是说一个神秘的团体开始进行一些秘密活动，企图征服全世界。
而一批从小一起长大的市井之徒忽然发现，原来近来发生的毒气、爆炸、机器人事件等等都是依照着他们小时候所写下的一些幻想而进行的。而接下来他们必须集合儿时玩伴们，回想起他们小时候的幻想及找出幕后主使以振救世界。。。

严格来说，这故事不算很好，但却颇能引起我的共鸣，让我回想起儿时的一些记忆。

曾几何时，我也写过一些幻想故事、曾有过我们的秘密基地、曾在基地外设下陷阱、和朋友们积极的做一些体能训练以准备执行特别任务、设计过自己的电玩游戏、把八只纸飞机合体成一架巨无霸战舰、把家里的柴米油盐拿来调制解药、等等等等。。。

现在的小孩哪有我们那么多东西玩，呵呵。。。

what a weekend

what an exciting weekend i had... i've got into a car accident!

on saturday night, i went to attend a friend's wedding. got to meet a lot of old friends there, and of course we drank quite a bit.

on the way back, my friend was a bit drunk so i took his car and drive him and his girlfriend back. while we were waiting at the traffic light near my place to turn to green, we heard noise of car emergency brake from the back. when we turn back, we saw a van behind us, and its' rare is facing us! the van drifted like those scenes we sees in movies when he's trying to brake. it's lucky that he managed to stop the car before banging us!

that guy turned his car around and go to the other lane. he waved and greet to us. and i greet him back nicely by showing my middle finger.

just when we were scolding that careless driver and counting ourselves lucky, a great impact came from the back. our car were banged by another car!

my friend's car was damaged quite badly... and half of his girlfriend's body was thrown to the front seat, luckily not out of the car.

we went down and talk to that fella, and he looked pretty scared. yea, i was very fierce then... and can't help to keep swearing to him. he gave us all his info and contact and agreed to make police report the next day, so we let him leave.

after sending my friend's gf to hospital for a brief checkup, the next morning we went police station to make the report. the last time i went police station to make report was during college time, when my classmate's house got break in and i helped to catch the theft. after so many years, at least i saw some improvement... we typed the report on computer instead of writing on paper, then re-type by officer in charge as i experienced previously.

everything went fine until i talked to the sergeant...
at first he asked me a few questions, and then started to keep asking me if i need help from his friend. this friend of him can tow the car and send to the workshop and repair, and he'll do all the documentation for claiming the insurance company without us paying a single cent. and what a coincident, his friend is right there in the police station!

he's being so helpful and keep stressing that with his friend's help we can settle everything in much easier way...
i look at the "anti-rasuah" badge on his chest, and then look at his big belly... i'm speechless...

夜奔

喜欢在夜里开车，尤其是在高速公路
喜欢在车里听歌，尤其是在无人夜里

良心的忠告：
最好别听陈绮贞的歌。。。
不然会很容易被吸入那无尽的黑

personal website

finally i started back to work on my personal website...
i got the idea like 3 years ago... opps, it's 2006 already... so it's 4 years by now

the design was changed numerous time. too many times till i can't even remember how many version it is now, ha ha

this time, gotta make sure that i can get it completed since my old site hasn't been update since 2002 :P
cross fingers...

灰？

灰？不说还真不觉得
可能吧。。。最近有点提不起劲
应该是太累了吧
日做夜做，都没什么休息
是时候休息了？
迟些吧。。。

而立

而立之年，恰与太岁相冲。
将是多变的一年。。。

累

揾钱艰难，怎一个累字了得。。。

情人节

半夜肚子饿的感觉就好像已打点好一切而且还锁好门准备出去的时候忽然想要大便一样矛盾。
单身情人节的感觉就好像已忍了老半天而且已决定不大便的时候突然一泄不可收拾那样无力。

祝大家大便顺畅。

书香

风声雨声读书声 声声入耳
家事国事天下事 事事关心
~中学时图书馆里挂着的一幅对联，一直印象深刻~

过年前的周末突然福至心灵，遗忘已久的书林忽然浮现在我的脑海
特地搭车到KL市区，一访睽别已久的书林书局。

还在念书时常到那儿去逛，感觉很好。
象沙漠里的绿洲，在喧嚣的闹市里出了一间与世隔绝的世外桃源。
关上门，外面的喧闹尘嚣将被摒弃在外。
每每踏进这里，扑鼻而来的书香都会让我感到一阵晕眩（只有我会这样吗？）

多年以后重游旧地，书香已淡、也已不再晕眩。。。
是我还是它变了？
还是因为桃园里的那位中国女子正谈着电话，跟人说她在云顶赢了多少？

书依然很多，但却已没有了去朝圣的感觉。。。

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上星期从家乡回来后，到书局去逛了逛。
就坐在地上看完了两本书
刘若英的《我想跟你走》及藤井树的《学伴苏菲亚》。

两本都是易读小品，不怎么需要消化。
藤井树还是引起不了我的共鸣，我应该跟他无缘吧。
第一次读刘若英，感觉蛮好、干干净净地，就像她的歌声。

买了一本《金庸传》，一本本地作者写的《日本手》，应该可以让我读好一段时间吧，哈哈。

汪汪

祝大家
新年快乐、万事如意、
平平安安、身体健康、
生意兴隆、儿孙满堂、
放下屠刀、鸡犬升天。

CDs

bought 3 CDs last month, over budget liao...
but i've been waited for long and searching high and low for these CDs, so without considering 3x7=21 just bought them in one shot. :D




陈绮贞 - 华丽的冒险


陈绮贞 - Cheers 精选集


陈珊妮 - 2003 Live双CD限量版

2005令我感动的歌

The Blower's Daughter - by Damien Rice from album O
High - by James Blunt from album Back To Bedlam
旅行的意义 - by 陈绮贞 from album 华丽的冒险

差点忘了这首：
Gravedigger - by Dave Matthews from album Some Devil

以上歌曲可到我的音乐站试听

一个人

一个人的电影 好久没有
一丝丝的仓皇 需要的 只是时间
旧日泛黄的感觉 怀念

一个人的圣诞 阔别已久
一点点的寂寞 无所谓 刻意修饰
温柔歌声的切割 沉淀

星期天早晨空气里洗衣粉的味道
是否只出现在 那青涩的年代

happy new year!

today is the first day of the new year, happy new year!!!

last night was the most dull new year eve i've ever been...
went to friends house for some drink and food
suppose to be fun but they brought mah jong there...
i dun like gamble at all, even it's just for time killing

so i just sat there eat, drink and watch TV
there goes my new year celebration...

new year resolution?
that's one of the question i hated most coz i've never had any at all
well, but this year will gonna have some big change on me
still in planning stage... althought it may not be what i like, but i'd like to give it a try.

stay tuned to find out more later, he he...