Thursday, August 31, 2006

细腻的低落

这阵子看了很多关于文革的东西
先后看了《邓小平的三起三落》、《漂泊在红海洋-我的大串联》、《许三观买血记》及《妻妾成群》
前两本是比较近史实的,而后两本是风格迥然不同的小说

一直都有听过文革文革什么的,但是却从来不知道那到底是怎么一回事
看邓小平是因为之前看李敖的书时读到他评褒扬邓小平时起了兴趣
之后就想要了解更多有关文革的事

《漂泊在红海洋-我的大串联》是一本合辑,有多位经历过文革的作者来写他/她们的经历
对这本书的感触不大。总觉得人在回忆时往往都会把不好的删去或扭曲
就象把脸上的青春痘挤掉那样爽

余华的《许三观买血记》就像他的《兄弟》一样怪诞
不按牌理出牌的情节里却会觉得这样的事可能真的发生过
迷迷蒙蒙的不知是真是假,在怪诞与真实之间游走、在血腥与温情之间徜徉

原本想要找余华的另一本小说《活着》,但却找不到,应该是被借走了吧
不小心找到了苏童的《妻妾成群》,就借了回来
《妻妾成群》就是张艺谋《大红灯笼高高挂》原著
小说看了感觉更加哀怨
虽然只是短篇小说,但写得非常深刻
每一幕都非常细腻、很有压迫感
压得心情都低落了起来

Thursday, August 17, 2006

窒息

影子的尽头
是永远无法触及的念

太多的太多
令我无法呼吸

在擦肩而过的另一列电车上
你是否看到正凝望窗外 寻找灵魂的我

Friday, August 11, 2006

look! new look!

yeah, as you can see now, I've got a new look for my blog! he he...
not so familiar with CSS, so it actually took me a while to figure out how to make the changes.
but CSS indeed is very powerful, guess I should spend some time to explore on that... when i'm free :P

well, hope you like the new look and it doesn't make you feeling blue :)

Saturday, August 05, 2006

it's friday!

didn't even notice how fast time past
was very shocked when colleague reminded me which day it was
I thought it was only Tuesday or Wednesday when it's actually Thursday already
no it's not that i'm too happy till didn't notice time flies
it's because i was just being blank the whole week, ha ha

went to karaoke with some friends after work at about 10pm
not much fun to go with kids
and the worse thing is they dun really drink
it not possible for me to order beer
so ended up drinking coke for the whole night

reached home at about 2am (can u imagine i can actually stayed in karaoke without drinking and singing for so many hours? ha ha)
just went in toilet to pee, and my handphone rang
it was some drunk bastards, just calling me for fun
but... i miss that so much
it would be so much fun if i could join them
sms-ed to ask them drive safe and take care after talking in the phone (or rather hearing them shouting :P)
and I've got their replies with same message right after that

not everyone get to have chances like this in their life time
to get 5 "fxxk you" in a row
oh... how sweet of them...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

路上有你

过马路时 他告诉她
刚刚还是红灯喔
她说她知道 但没关系
因为就算现在死去的话 也是跟他一起死

I Will Follow You into the Dark ~ Death Cab for Cutie

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark


No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs


If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark...

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